Hated this painful memories

Some peoples said I'm crazy, but they didn't know that half of me is a dead body, yeah! Just a little bit crazy but I'm still feel great since when dope hit me..
But it's happen a few years ago before I'm started writing, now i don't need it cause my body have a two personality,
First, when i not too much talking, but my mind always keep thinking..
Second, always talking but easily changed to hot-temper..